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It's been years...

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 06:10:50 GMT

The last time I wrote anything here was about 2007. It's been two years, and I still remember my screen name and password. Shocking.

Looking through some old posts, looking at other people's blogs, it brings back so many memories. I miss a few people that I have met through Xanga. It's sad how I'm unable to contact the few of you too since it's been so long since I spoken to anyone here.

I'm probably not going to log in again for a long time, but I thought since I'm here, I might as well update a bit. Hey Tony-kun, remember me? Maybe, maybe not. I still remember that drawing you drew and dedicated it to me. I love all of your work. You're truly skillful. I hope to one day talk to you again, to catch up on the times.

I'm Michelle, the little girl who grew up, who is going to college starting next week, and is trying to live life to the fullest. I can't believe how much time has flew by us. I wonder what will happen next.

Mindless

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 13:20:28 GMT

I don't know what to do these pass few days. My mind is like a fog, with nothing but many images that are hard to see and smile about. All I can do is frown and for some timenow, I hardly smile anymore. My heart aches so much, I don't know why. Maybe it's from the pain I endured three days ago. Maybe it's from all the tears I shed. I don't know. I don't know anymore. I just want to be alone. I don't want to bother others. I don't want to make others suffer because of me. I really believe, that it will be best if I were to live alone when I graduate college in a few years from now. Maybe, maybe...

Sweet16

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 17:59:55 GMT

Today's my 16th birthday! =D I don't have much to say since I have no idea what to do today. Lol. Um, let's see, I got a new pair of black sneakers and a pretty necklace my mom bought from an outfit called Zales. I love it! ^^

Anyway, that's all I'm going to write, since there's not much to say. Bai bai~

New Entry

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 01:37:08 GMT

*Takes a sip of tea from her little cup as she then finished and placed it back on the saucer. She takes a seat on the couch and looked up*

As you can see, I can be an idiot of I wanted to, for I do not have a saucer, because I did not bring it up with me to my room. Yes, what an idiot, and big, big, idiot with an unusual mind.

Now let's begin...

Today is February 4, 2007. 10 days from now will be Valentine's Day. Of course, everyone knows that, and are preparing for give litle googies to those who are friends, lovers, etc. This is a time for love to be shown upon the ones who you most care about, the one you most love dearly. Though this may it seems to be, it is not entirely true. Everyday can be a day to express love to that one person.

Now that that's out of my chest, I shall go back to my tea.

Oh dear. It seems that I'm running out of tea in my cup. I shall go get some more as soon as I wrap this up.

Okay, I an done for now. Yes, I did waste about 3 minutes of your life. Thank you for your time. *Nods and leaves the room*

Bleeeeeh x.x

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:40:31 GMT

Oh my god, oh my god, I can't believe it and I don't want to believe it! x.x; Like, someone just...! And like, I don't know what to do!!!! ;____; I must be going insane or soemthing or else I wouldn't be rambling on about shit that doesn't make sense!!! D:

...Okay, I'm good. >.>

Monday, December 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 01:58:25 GMT

Why does my body ache so much, after working on a lawn for 5 hours? I don't know, maybe it's because I'm always lazy and don't do much. Hell, I never raked a lawn before, nor a really huge lawn, like my friend's... Uh. My god, I don't wanna go to school tomorrow... I have gym tomorrow, and I just don't want to go... ;______;

Tis teh season...

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 19:20:02 GMT

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! n.n

Better go check on teh turkey, before something bad happens. x3

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 21:24:21 GMT

Wow, I have yet to write a new entry. Hm, let's see... Well, the 1st marking period of school is to its end, and I am so glad, because one forth of it is over and there's like, three forths left to go. [ I have no idea what I'm saying, though that calculation should be close to the truth. ] I'm finally a sophomore, and I'm not sure how I will end this year. Whether I will pass with well deserved grades, or poorly made ones. I will make the effects as I continue on each and every school day. So far, I'm not liking school, but who does nowadays? I have no proof if I am successing in any of my classes, but Western Civilization and English. Other than school, I am rather well. I miss many of my friends that I had left two years ago, but we still manage to talk to one another, every now and then.

There are times when I do feel lonely, and when I do want someone here by my side, and telling me that things will be fine, and that I will be alright. Heh, it's funny that I hardly get any comments anymore, but it's understandable, since I did left and had not left anythingy new for those who are curious of my actions. But nonetheless, life has been pretty much the same.

Same routine, same place, same response, same bothering people in each of my classes. Even though it's all the same, I seem to find very few differences. I act unsual in some of my classes, as I would be acting quiet and shy in many of my others. I don't know why my behavior is this way, but I suppose it's for the best.

As of now, I do not know what to say, but I will make sure to write something new here.

~ Michelle

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 00:56:01 GMT

God I'm lazy. I need to update more often. Haha. Oh well. Yes, this was pointless of me to do.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 22:06:52 GMT

I'm too stupid, too depress, too stucked in my own little world, to do anything for anyone. I can't even help my friend feel better of himself...I can't to this anymore... I can't help those in need...I...I give up...